tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65776369066212308952024-03-19T03:39:31.687-07:00three years in the sunAmanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.comBlogger225125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-34208685773031075902016-03-17T08:55:00.003-07:002016-03-17T08:55:57.344-07:00I'm done!!!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I need to post up some sort of big, grand final post .... but I've been done for exactly one month now. It was difficult but it feels pretty great to be an RPCV (returned Peace Corps volunteer). Everything has its end, and I'm glad to have finished this journey in my life. Time to go on to bigger and different things!</span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-81952884178115719952015-12-17T22:10:00.001-08:002015-12-17T22:10:43.751-08:00Failure Report<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">There's this thing some organizations do now where they issue failure reports. The idea is that we always publicize our successes, even though much of what we do is not clearly good, or even neutral. Imagine a water tank being installed--three years later, is that tap working? If it isn't working, and no one's gone to fix it, that's a failed project. So, to sum up a few things in my life, I want to add some balance to this blog. I don't always succeed with what I try to do, and I think it's interesting to talk about what hasn't gone well here.</span><div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">One thing that hasn't gone so well is my extension. I've been working for the National Disaster Management Office in Malampa Province. Honestly ... I don't even think I've exchanged more than four or five emails with anyone from that office. So I don't think I can actually say that I work for NDMO. I work with my counterpart ... and he works for NDMO... and I work with another colleague, who has recently gone on suspension. But it's really actually a little unnerving feeling like I work for an organization I have zero contact with. I'm proud of the awareness events my colleagues and I have done in our province but I often feel like I'm an independent volunteer. I mean, who do I even work for? The only people who contact me are Peace Corps, and I know that this is silly, but I got this phone call inviting me to the NDMO Christmas party several hours after it had started. That burns. My friends who extended have had their challenges but at least they get invited to their Christmas parties.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Another thing that's not been going so well is my grant project. I have this grant to do awareness events, and we've done a lot of them, but there's over $2,000 left at this point and not a lot of time to do them in. It's been hard to schedule events, harder to actually go and do them, and it makes me feel pretty bad that it's been this hard to do. I was pretty excited to start it but the whole experience has been like pulling teeth. It has really cured me of the desire to continue working in this field.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">On a positive note, <i>I'm going to Tongariki tomorrow! </i>Or, rather, I'm boarding on the barge tomorrow night and I'll get to Tongariki in the morning. I will be there for some indefinite time frame, preferably 3-7 days, and it'll be really great to see my host family and all of my friends there. And then there will be Christmas! And then it will be another month and a half and I will get to leave. </span></div>
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-37095983981855401922015-11-11T19:30:00.000-08:002015-11-11T23:20:54.623-08:00Uripiv uripiv uripiv<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Went to Uripiv island a while back ... It was still cold enough to wear sweat shirts out and about. Now, it's SO hot all the time. Like, every time I leave my work and walk the five minutes back to my house, I need to jump into the shower. It's just so, so hot.</span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-32490388385892920052015-11-10T19:24:00.000-08:002015-11-10T19:24:25.052-08:00A second trip to Paama<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I went to Paama with my friend Kelsey (with the glasses) to do disaster awareness at all of the primary schools on Paama island in MALAMPA province. Our friend Nicole came too to visit a volunteer on East Paama and do reading assessments, so we were all on the same flight.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We took selfies at every airport in the province. The flight from Norsup/Malekula to Paama is Norsup to Craig Cove on Ambrym, Craig Cove to Ulei on Ambrym, which is like a 10 minute flight, and then the world's shortest flight, a 4 minute hop across the ocean from Ulei to the airport on North Paama. (The other selfies were pretty terrible, so skip!)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We got to Paama and didn't have anything ready at all. The truck driver who picked us up at the airport dropped us off at an available guesthouse, so that worked out, and we ran into the Zone Curriculum Advisor who helped us a bit with our scheduling. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">On Wednesday, we hiked from Liro, which is on West Paama, over to Lulep, which is on East Paama. It was about an hour and forty-five minute walk, starting with a thirty minute straight up-hill sprint. I felt like I wanted to die ... What a hike. You can't see it so well but behind us in the picture is Lopevi, which is an active volcanic island. People were moved off of Lopevi back during the colonial period because it's super, super dangerous to live there, but apparently some number of people are now living there again. Not so great.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The next day, Thursday, we went down South with our friend Megan to Lehili, Vaoleli, and Vutekai. Vutekai is where the next few pictures come from. It's in South Paama and you can see Epi and Lamen islands very easily. I could see Tongoa distantly from where I was standing, and even the hill of Ewose. (For reference, line of sight from Paama, Paama-Epi-Tongoa-Ewose-Valea-<i>TONGARIKI</i>, olfala aelan hom blo mi.) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">FUNNY STORY. So we do this game with kindy kids through maybe year 3, to make sure that they understand what we're talking about when we say <i>cyclone, tsunami, earthquake</i>, whatever. Anyway, Vanuatu is currently going through a drought caused by El Nino. Drought is not a Bislama word; the Bislama word is <i>longfala drae taem </i>(long dry time). But I was like, hey, whatever, I'll teach the kids a new word! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So we're playing the game and they're spinning like dervishes as cyclones and shaking like they're going to break something as earthquakes ... And I say "drought!" And, in unison, every kid in this school leans over, hands on knees, and mimics vomiting.</span></div>
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-62057933633234795892015-11-09T15:00:00.001-08:002015-11-09T15:00:30.470-08:0099 days<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Only 99 days left in my Peace Corps service! (This is, of course, assuming that I can get a two month extension to finish up a few last little things at site.) </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's amazing. I feel like I've lived in Vanuatu FOREVER. But all good things come to an end. On Sunday, when it was 101 days to departure, I made a few vows to myself.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">1) I am going to return to Tongariki to visit, and I'm going to bring lots and lots and lots of bottled water for myself.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">2) I'm going to wear an island dress to work, every single day, until I leave this country.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">3) I'm going to drink as much kava and go to the beach as often as possible.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">4) I'm going to remember to spend as much time as I can with all of my friends here in Vanuatu. I could not have completed this journey without their support and care.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">5) I'm going to finish grad school applications early so that, no matter what happens, I can leave the country knowing I'll either go to graduate school--or lick my wounds and go find a job that'll pay me more than the princely sum Peace Corps gives me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">This is an amazing country and I love it to death. It's a little scary realizing that it's time to go... but it was scary coming here, too. I have a vision in my head of what I want from my future, and I hope I can work towards that goal. The next step is going to be somewhere else, hopefully in the US, hopefully in DC for a while. <i>Tick tock.</i></span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-81854066221755940342015-11-08T15:03:00.000-08:002015-11-09T15:03:23.518-08:00Side Note<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm in the process of applying for graduate school, right? I've been doing things slowly, slowly, slowly, a little bit every single day, even though the applications aren't due for another two months. It feels remarkably low-stress to do it this way because there's always time to figure out whatever I have to do. And I'm realizing--<i>this is exactly what my parents told me to do in 2007 when I was applying to college</i>. Goes to show how my parents are right about everything!</span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-44561838750660101672015-10-26T20:20:00.003-07:002015-10-26T20:20:54.962-07:00Scandals Pt 2<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I know two people in Vanuatu currently embroiled in sex scandals that may or may not affect their career. One did something that would result in prison time in America but is legal in Vanuatu. (It's the only crime that the American government can prosecute Americans for doing in another country. Hint: it's not murder or rape or theft.) The other did something that is legal in both countries but wouldn't really impact their professional career unless everyone involved worked at the same corporation. It's not clear if these people are going to keep their jobs, or lose them, but it's interesting to think about where the line between personal and professional life lies in different cultures. Here in Vanuatu your personal life directly impacts your professional life, whereas in America, in most cases, you have more privacy. (There was that sex worker/teacher in NYC who lost her job--which I think was wrong, since she wasn't a sex worker when she was teaching kids--but in general, most people have more space.)</span><br />
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-59067225584640573472015-10-21T17:23:00.001-07:002015-10-21T17:23:28.273-07:00Scandal<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Internet access is increasing in Vanuatu and I know that,
some day, someone in this country will google “Amanda Russell Vanuatu” and find
this blog. I often self-censor rather than write things that, while true, might
be seen as disrespectful or inappropriate. I think that this is the right thing
to do, because I am a guest in Vanuatu, but sometimes what I don’t write about
is so interesting that I really, really want to write about it.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I tried to write a few drafts and didn’t come up with
anything that I want to put my own name on. It sounds paranoid, but one of the
first Peace Corps volunteers ever was administratively separated, in the 1960s,
because she wrote a private postcard that disparaged the cleanliness of her
country of service. She dropped her postcard and it was later found on the
street, and then published in the national newspaper. So I don't want to write about politics here, just because everything is my own personal opinion, and I don't want it to be taken for the opinion of all Americans, everywhere.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">BUT please, please, please google “Vanuatu bribery scandal”
or “Vanuatu pardon scandal”. It’s <i>so </i>interesting.
I think because the news media in America try to make everything into a
scandal, American scandals are boring. <i>Oh,
look, another politician had sex with a call girl. Yawn. </i>But this scandal
has <i>everything </i>except, I guess, sex.
And there’s no weapons or drugs involved in it. In fact, not much violence
(except for a friend of mine who got slapped by a politician!) But there's money and constitutional misconduct. Even if you
don’t care about politics at all, <i>look it
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-29954631893136763162015-10-15T16:38:00.000-07:002015-10-15T16:38:00.173-07:00VANUATU PIX<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Went to Uripiv Island a while back with a coworker to meet up with the Disaster Committee on the island. Uripiv's a really pretty place, just a short boat ride from Lakatoro. As a result, I have gone there like four or five times now... lots and lots and lots.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Super beautiful place. Right now, because we're experiencing an El Nino, it's quite dry over there. I've heard that some islanders are carrying containers of water to Lakatoro to fill up before returning home in the afternoon.</span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-89435205421869337022015-10-12T16:30:00.000-07:002015-10-12T16:30:14.726-07:00Updating That Resume<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">October 7 marked 3 years of living in Vanuatu. It's been a great stretch. But -- I do one day have to get a job, probably one that earns me more than what I currently make (peanuts). Dusting off the resume is pretty hard work. I haven't updated it in <i>years</i>. Honestly. The last time I think I really looked at it was 2012. It's almost 2016. A lot has happened in my life, and the whole direction I want to take is completely different. I used to think I wanted to work in international development. Now -- it's got to be a different direction. I like what I do, and I like living here, but for a lot of reasons, I don't think I should make a career out of this. </span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-3910776981386102022015-10-12T16:25:00.000-07:002015-10-12T16:25:00.120-07:00Happy Assumption Day!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I went up to Walarano to celebrate Assumption Day back on August 15 with my friend Magalie (not pictured), Kelsey, and Shaheed. (Shaheed is the mostly naked one). We went to Mass in the morning, had a good laplap lunch, and then there was some kastom dancing.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was a really nice event. The whole thing was to celebrate not only Assumption Day, which is a Holy Day of Obligation as a Catholic, but also the 100th anniversary of the Catholic Mission in Walarano. They have the most beautiful church up there, and during the ceremony, I kept thinking about what Walarano must have been like 100 years ago, when that French missionary got off of his boat and decided, here's it! </span></div>
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-30977690962779862382015-10-07T16:46:00.002-07:002015-10-07T16:46:25.140-07:00Three Year Anniversary<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Corps/Vanuatu. <i>I can’t believe I’m still
here. </i>And yet, these past three years have been, without a doubt, the most
intense growing experience of my life. I talk about this a lot, but when I was
in training, our old nurse, Brenda, said that one old PCV said that he grew up
in Vanuatu, the way you’d say you grew up in Pittsburgh or Houston. It feels
true for me. In school, I learned a lot about things, but Vanuatu has taught me
how to live my life. I’ve learned how to deal with a lot of disappointment,
with joy, with loneliness, with frustration, with wonder, with rats and
cockroaches and events that start four hours after they’re supposed to begin.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I remember getting off that airplane three years ago. My
carry on was too heavy, so I had had to check my bag, and didn’t have any
appropriate clothes to wear. I was stressing out, since I was wearing yoga
pants, and Katelyn Connell offered me a dress to wear. I remember the line of
staff and PCVs outside the terminal, getting a lava lava and a salu salu and
being amazed at this girl who seemed super cool because she knew how to use a
machete to open a coconut so we could get the meat out of it. (Ha). I remember
that I felt so impressed with the two volunteers who jumped in a bus with me
and some of the other new members of G25 because <i>they knew everything along the road.</i> Little did I know at that
point that Vila is so small that it’s exceedingly easy to be aware of all of
the businesses, nakamals, hotels, et cetera, along the road. I remember that we
were deposited at this camp in Pango, which is a suburban village, and that
they made us a nice dinner of good island food—rice and chicken and beef stew
and island cabbage and salad, something that I’d eat now without worrying—and
that I couldn’t eat it, that I felt disgusted by the food, and that I was
convinced I would never be able to eat it. (Instead, I ate peanut butter
straight out of the jar in the bathroom). I remember that we received island
dresses a few days later, and we all thought that we looked absolutely hideous.
I remember that we asked one of our language trainers, Terry, if he thought we
looked pretty, and laughed when he was like, yeah! You look great! </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I’ve been working on updating my resume lately because it’s
getting to that time in my service. If we buy tickets for the day I think we’re
going to, my last day in Vanuatu is February 15, 2016—131 days away from today.
Because I want to apply for grad school, I’ve been trying to remember what it
is I <i>did </i>when I was in college to
prove that I wasn’t just drinking 2L of Diet Coke and studying until 11 p.m.
every night in Club Hunt, although I did a lot of that, too. I found the resume
I used to apply to Peace Corps, and while I was there, I found my aspiration statement, too.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As far as I can tell, the aspiration statement is
something that only comes out if you die and they need to put something nice
about you in a press release. It explains why, exactly, you want to join Peace
Corps, what you think you’ll be able to give, and what you hope to get from it.
I had forgotten that I’d even written it, but reading it made me feel nostalgic
for those moments before I came here, when I wasn’t even sure what I was
getting myself into.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>"In order to work effectively with Ni-Vanuatu partners, I [...] will need to rely on my adaptability, patience, and knowledge of local culture. [...] I understand that there will be situations in which I will not comprehend why something must be done a certain way, or even why it is important at all, but I hope to develop the proper mixture of humility and awareness[...] I expect that my experience will frequently be frustrating, since my host country colleagues and I will both be operating from positions where it is easy to misunderstand one another, but I hope that I will be able to breach some of these culture gaps[.] [...] I hope to remember at all times that I will be [...] a guest in Vanuatu, and that it is my responsibility to learn and adapt my ideas of what is normal. [...] I must be willing to detach myself from many of my own cultural expectations. The way that I have lived my whole life should not serve as the gold standard by which all other people on Earth should live their lives." </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">When I wrote that, I really had no idea what I was talking about. But I somehow got that all right. It's been a good, frustrating, exciting three years. I don't think I could have spent it in a better place.</span></div>
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-22501491275069137312015-10-06T21:41:00.000-07:002015-10-06T21:41:00.715-07:00Vacation on Vao<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I went up to Vao Island to visit my friend Cade last week for a few days. Vao is a very small island off the northeast coast of Malekula. It's very popular with tourists, especially francophones, because it has a reputation for being beautiful and having strong traditional practices. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It's about an hour and a half, two hour truck ride up to the boat landing. As I've said, it's been really dusty lately due to the drought, so I was choking on dust all way there. I counted twenty-one people in the back of the truck with me, which is pretty solid. I think we could have even fit in a few more people, provided that they were petite/actually children. On the road up to northeast, there are a bunch of little road markets selling vegetables and bread. The prices are always much better, so the trucks always stop so passengers can do a little last minute shopping before they go home. I got bread and some tomatoes--right now, there are tomatoes <i>everywhere</i>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">When I got to the landing, there were a bunch of men from Vao who had just gotten back from the garden. The boat wasn't too packed--maybe 10 people only. The sun was going down, so it was getting close to kava o'clock when I got there. That night, Cade's little host brother Nesario was having a party since he had just gotten his first tooth. I talked to his uncle for a while, who was one of the sharpest and most opinionated teachers I've met in this country--really cool guy. So his mom gave us chicken soup on rice in takeaway containers and sent us off to go drink kava with his dad (host parents are now separated). His dad has built this really nice new nakamal with Buvez Coca-Cola and Nescafe signs. Really good looking.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The next day was really slack. We got up, had tea and doughnuts his family gave us, then walked around the whole island. It only took about an hour and a half, but it was really pretty. When you get to the far side, you can see Malo island. Then we went swimming, made ramen for lunch, and lazed around until it was time for the French volunteer's good-bye party. <i>They went all out</i>. I don't think I've ever been to that fancy of a farewell in the whole time I've been at Vanuatu. I think it's because the primary school is so big, and Vao is wealthier than other parts of Vanuatu. Anyway, it was a lavish send-off. Lots of food, cake, kava, a laplap, and he got lots of presents and salusalu (like leis) past his chin, I swear. Afterwards, me, Cade, and Adrien (the French volunteer) had some of this terrible jug wine-based beverage they sell in Lakatoro and talked about America.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Day 3, Cade and I did disaster programs with the kids at the primary school. I did a more thorough talk with the kids in Class 4-6, about what disasters are, how you can prepare for them, and what they should do as kids. With Class 1-3, I was going to do this, but because the kids don't really speak Bislama, we played a disaster-themed game instead. Wash, rinse, and repeat for the kindy. There was a 50 day funeral event, so we had lunch there. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">In Vao, one of the things that really struck me is that their kastom is really different. In the Shepherds, men and women mix pretty freely. They do separate at two of the churches, and usually at community meals men will butcher the animal and women will get started at preparing the carbohydrate. But men and women sit next to each other, drink with each other, hang out together, et cetera. On Vao, at this event, men were sitting in one location and women were sitting in another. Cade went to go sit with me and all of the women so I wouldn't have to chill out by myself.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Another point -- on Vao, there are roads that women aren't allowed to walk by. These are really central roads, not men-only places in the bush. This is the first place I've seen that in.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">That afternoon ... Cade and I painted his canoe. I wish I had a photo, but my camera is broken. It's <i>boss</i>. Think like Dr Seuss meets fish meets the 1960s. Then he showed me the nasaras--kastom gathering areas, kind of--on the island. That night, there was the dead, and I had kava and some bread for dinner because neither of us was feeling laplap.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The next morning when I left, I felt a little sad. Vao's really great for a little vacation. You get to swim, look at pretty things, eat bread, talk to Cade, shout over to Cade's girlfriend on the phone 6-10x daily, and generally hang. It was one of the cooler work/play trips I've taken so far in this country, and I've taken a <i>lot </i>of little trips. </span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-50835561166904470972015-10-05T21:08:00.003-07:002015-10-05T21:08:51.625-07:00El Nino<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Right now, Vanuatu is in the middle of an El Nino. El Nino
Southern Oscillation is when the ocean in the eastern South Pacific, near Peru
and Chile, gets warmer. From where we’re standing, in the western Pacific, the
southeast trade wind becomes much weaker. The cloud system in this region, the
South Pacific Convergence Zone, drifts away to the east. As a result, Vanuatu
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The drought is pretty serious. I haven’t seen rain in a few
months, although there was a little rain in the southern islands over the
weekend. In general, throughout the country rain water tanks and cisterns are
running dry. There’s just not enough water anywhere. It’s only been in the past
few weeks that it seems like everyone’s started paying attention to what’s going
on, because we are coming to the end of what should be the dry season. Usually
every year, October is about the time when the rains start to come, so that
crops can grow and water tanks can fill up. But this year, since there’s not
going to be a lot of rain, it’s going to be much harder.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">From where I’m standing, in Lakatoro, the main thing I
notice is dust. There’s dust everywhere. When I walk around, I have to wear
sunglasses because there’s so much dust thrown in the air from trucks. When I
ride in the back of pickup trucks, my hair, clothes, and face get covered in
dust. It feels really gross to travel and then touch my hair—it’s so dry and
sticky. There’s a new trend of women wrapping their hair up in cloth, sort of
like African women do, just to protect it from all of the dust on the truck
ride. I’ve been told by friendly strangers on a truck that I should start
carrying some cloth myself to cover my eyes when a big cloud of dust roars
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Water is also running low in Central Malekula. It’s not as
serious as in some other areas, but the rain tanks are all dry. I am connected
to the water supply system, which means that I have piped water in my house.
But the water is changing. It’s always tasted bad but the taste is getting
stronger. A friend told me that it’s because there’s some algae growing in the
big tank at the top of the system where the water comes from the source. (Not
sure if that’s true, but it definitely tastes bad.) In the past two weeks, the
water supply has started to be turned off at certain hours in the afternoon and
night. I think it’s to conserve water and make sure that there are no leakages
anywhere in the system. It is, however, very inconvenient since there’s no
public posting of when the water turns off. I’ve already had a moment when a
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available right now but very few fruits or root crops. This is because there
just aren’t a lot of fruits or root crops available in any of the gardens; they
haven’t been growing. This is the time of year when everyone should be eating
lots of mangoes, and there aren’t any for sale yet. People are eating a lot
more rice and flour than they usually do because the price of root crops is
increasing. In a few months, I think the market is going to get really bad
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problems but on a more serious scale. Some schools are going to have to end the
school year early because there’s no water for the children to drink. I have a
friend who brought her dirty clothes in town with her last week to wash at my
house because she has no water to wash in at her site. On Ambrym, some people
have chartered boats to get water from the north, where there's a system, or from Lamap, the biggest village in South Malekula.</span></div>
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-37274187272794405682015-09-16T20:55:00.000-07:002015-10-12T16:40:01.659-07:00Shore Leave + Awareness Events<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Life is so busy lately. I feel like I've been here, and there, and over there, and even all the way over THERE, doing all of these different things, and I'm just having a few moments to think about what's going on. I was in Vila for the first ten days of this month, and then the last week, I've had house guests and a lot of traveling for work--so I think it makes sense that, right now, I'm really looking forward to a lazy evening of a) kava with my friend Aisen, b) spaghetti and meatballs, c) John Oliver on continuous play, and d) being able to lie motionlessly on my mattress, in a sports bra, with the electric fan directed at me, and only me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><u>Vila</u>. I had a few good nights out and made some new friends. I ate some cheese, saw my baby namesake, and met up with a lot of friends from Tongariki. I also said goodbye to one of my favorite people here in Vanuatu, because he moved away to New Caledonia. That part was not so great. It got worse when I learned that he is an absolute louse, but that's probably not something that needs to be written out on a public blog for everyone to read. Long story short: louse.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I think because my normal life operates at so slow a pace, it seems like I fit a lot into a week and a half. I remember once hearing about this volunteer in an earlier group, and I'm sure this is probably apocryphal volunteer lore and not actually real, but he was out in the bush all the time, right? And when he came into town, he went all OUT. Like, safety and security in danger, all out. To the extent that, allegedly, the second in command of the office had to have a chat with him about slowing his roll down so as to avoid getting kicked out. I definitely don't go out that hard, but in comparison to my normal program, anything is kind of a lot.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><u>Malekula.</u> Came back to Malekula last Friday. All of my friends have been asking me where I've been, so I guess it's been a while. On 9/11, I did a disaster risk reduction and handwashing toktok with my coworker Abelson at Lingarak Primary School. I thought it went pretty well--we threw chewing gum at the kids who could answer our questions correctly, so the audience was into it. I had a series of house guests over the weekend, until last night, and that was pretty stellar--made cake in my rice cooker, drank lots of kava, invented a new game, and so on, and so on. 9/16, I did a program in Taremb village with my coworker Sylveste, and while that was pretty rocky at first--they were not actually aware that we were coming--we gave a toktok on disaster and El Nino to about 100 people, which was great. Today I'm resting up, and tomorrow I'm going to do another school program at Galilee Primary School.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Whew. It's almost 3, so I'm going to chill for 2 hours, then commence my kava-spaghetti-and-meat-balls-John-Oliver-fan program. <i>Embong wan taem!</i></span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-51288470167968502252015-09-06T16:04:00.002-07:002015-09-06T16:04:15.928-07:00OK, it's been a minute...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">OK, it's definitely been a while since I updated my blog. A lot has happened! And whenever a really big selection of things happen, and I forget to update this, it just gets easier to not write anything at all. I will try to keep this up a little bit more regularly.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I don't think I've mentioned this before, but I am planning to end my service in early February 2016. This means that I have approximately six months left in Vanuatu. It's strange to finally be coming up towards the end. Most of the time, I feel like I've lived in Vanuatu for forever. Time feels different because I have so much of it! In America, I feel like I always was planning things months or sometimes even years in advance. Living in Vanuatu has made me accustomed to doing things day to day. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">So now that I've chosen a departure date, it's going to be time to start thinking about what to do afterwards. I'm finding it hard to shift back into the mindset that I need to be planning things so far in advance. Honestly, it'd be easier just to stay where I am (although I'm not going to do that! Promise!) and not try to change anything around. But everything good has to end eventually, and for me, it'll be in six more months.</span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-54461783867572744902015-07-19T20:06:00.000-07:002015-07-19T20:06:08.113-07:00Cross Culture: Dating<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">In America, dating is something that happens out in the open. If I meet a nice boy and plan to go on a date with him, that's something that I can tell my mother. If I'm out in public and someone sees me alone with a man, it's not something that anyone would find surprising. Most people date lots of other people before they settle down with a partner. We have a lot of steps that we go through before it's like, here it is, this is my partner of choice, I am done now. First you date someone, then your family knows about them, then your family meets them ... blah blah blah you live together, get married, have babies. But it's a long process.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">From my perspective, dating in Vanuatu is so, so, so, so, so secretive. It's like the most secret thing in the world, and it's much higher stakes here than in America. I think it's because in Vanuatu, the first few steps take place in total secret, so that by the time two people are seen spending time together in public, it's already much further advanced than just a first date.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">When a female PCV is seen alone with a male PCV, especially when one is sleeping at the other's house, it is assumed that they are having sex. (In a great story, a male PCV I know had three female PCVs staying at his house for the weekend. A friend of his asked him how sex worked since he was obviously sleeping with the three of them at the same time!) This is irritating because, when two PCVs are just friends, they can sound like broken records saying--<i>this is not my boyfriend, this is not my girlfriend, we are not friending, she is like a sister to me</i>--but a lot of people will think--<i>yeah, yeah, yeah, keep pretending</i>. When two PCVs <i>are </i>dating, it's actually OK for them to hang out and spend time together, but people will assume their relationship is more serious than it actually might be. For example, I know one volunteer whose host family assumes that she is absolutely 100% going to marry her boyfriend the second that she finishes Peace Corps. And they're not engaged yet, so it is jumping the gun. But obviously, she and her boyfriend have their own understanding of the relationship, which is in line with American cultural norms.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">When PCVs date Ni-Vanuatu, it's a lot more complicated. Most PCVs with Ni-Vanuatu boyfriends or girlfriends try to do what's called 'friend hide', or basically, have a secret relationship. The upside to friend hiding is limited but very real: you can hope for less drama with the village or the neighbors. As volunteers we do get a lot of encouragement to get married to someone from Vanuatu, but I would say that actually dating someone--dating, not being ready to marry them--isn't really seen as proper behavior. It's like, if you like them, why aren't you serious about them? I know a lot of friends who have dated Ni-Vanuatu, and while many of their friends and families knew about the relationship, it's hard to think of any who spoke about it openly. The downside to friend hiding is pretty serious, though. You basically can't go anywhere in public together, they can't be over at your house really unless it's night time, you can't talk about them with your friends ... That's not a lot of fun. </span><br />
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-80254136957055548122015-07-17T14:49:00.000-07:002015-07-17T14:49:00.509-07:00A church in Holamb, Malekula<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-70466616873679036722015-07-14T14:43:00.003-07:002015-07-14T14:43:58.297-07:00New dog. Oh wait.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Yesterday, my friend Laura handed me this tiny little puppy. I've been wanting a new dog ever since Camille ran away/was stolen.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The new puppy was definitely not feeling it, and tried to run away twice that afternoon. I tied a leash up for her and gave her some tin meat and let her sit outside.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Less than six hours later ... the dog ran away!! I think this goes to show that Peace Corps puppies and I might not be meant to be together. <i>Sori</i>. </span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-3610001477447011272015-07-08T14:59:00.000-07:002015-07-14T14:59:34.143-07:00Vaoleli, Paama, Disaster Photo<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I went to Paama a while back. Really, really nice place. We did a joint disability/disaster program with TVET and the Malampa Disaster Committee. Went to Lulep, Vaoleli, Vutekai, and Tahi, but unfortunately I connected my camera to a virus-infected computer and all of my photos disappeared.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Still--Paama was great. Seriously nice, very pretty, very nice people, extremely hilly--but super nice. I'm looking forward to going back to Paama soon.</span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-16728164375584938752015-06-30T16:31:00.000-07:002015-06-30T16:31:00.105-07:00The Peace Corps Director Came to Vanuatu!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-49359053267937372452015-06-29T16:05:00.000-07:002015-06-29T16:05:43.519-07:00My Dog Was Stolen AT A FUNERAL. :(<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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ever since we got back from Australia. She was very cute and tiny and kind of a
jerk. You know how puppies like to bite? She was like that. Extremely nibbly. </span></div>
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everywhere. She would follow me to the market, to the nakamal, to work,
everywhere. When I first got her, she was really dirty and bony and covered in
ticks, but I got her to be (relatively) fat and much cuter. Also got her
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I took her up to Santo at the beginning of the month when I
went to see Sam for her goodbye party. I was somewhat worried that she would
get lost there, but she was totally fine. We thought that the dog in Sam’s
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I flew back to Malekula, and went to a funeral that
afternoon for Mami Jacqueline’s cousin … and someone stole my dog while I went
over to express my condolences. Haven’t seen Camille since. Hopefully, whoever
stole her has a bunch of children who will be very happy to have a new puppy,
and will treat Camille well. But once again: <i>who steals a dog from a funeral?</i></span></div>
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Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-10313073597009317612015-06-11T15:12:00.000-07:002015-06-11T15:12:00.305-07:00Things You Wouldn't Expect In Vanuatu<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I like to talk about food. So let's talk about food products that you wouldn't expect to see in Vanuatu, but which are everywhere.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Number 1. Nem. Nem are fried spring rolls, with glass noodles inside and usually some mince meat. I definitely would not have imagined that nem would be something that people in the South Pacific would eat, but in more developed parts of Vanuatu (like Lak City, natch), you can buy them as a snack. They're pretty good -- very crunchy -- no dipping sauce.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Number 2. Roti. Roti come from India by way of Fiji. The ones in Vanuatu are usually pretty thick pan bread, wrapped burrito style around some sort of filling. Usually there's potato and onion and mince inside, and sometimes they're spicy. Very nice for breakfast, especially with a chocolate milk.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Number 3. Samosas. In the urban parts of Vanuatu, you can buy samosas. Think: Indian empanadas. They usually have sweet potato, mince, curry, and onions inside. Yum yum yum.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">In general, I'd say that the major foreign influences in Vanuatu cuisine are French, Australian, Chinese, and Indian. Things like soy sauce and MSG and curry powder play a big part in fancier local cooking, and then when you're in the resorts, French/Australian/Asian cuisine is really apparent. It's pretty good stuff. Too many beets, though.</span></div>
Amanda Russellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15206573338031478943noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6577636906621230895.post-60510669658556114032015-06-08T15:39:00.000-07:002015-06-08T15:39:00.698-07:00I did this awareness in Amelveth village ...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">My friend Kelsey and I did this disaster awareness at Amelveth Primary and Junior Secondary Schools on June 2nd, and it was seriously <i>so so so </i>much fun. Like, probably the most fun school disaster awareness/drills program ever to take place. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">To go to Amelveth from Lakatoro is really easy, since it's only about a half an hour away. I met a woman at the market who was going to Northwest Malekula, so I jumped on a truck with her. Kelsey and I hung out, drank kava, and tried to plan the awareness the night before. We made delicious meaty tomato sauce ... and had to eat it on ramen noodles, since Lak City was out of spaghetti. Tragic.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The next day, at the morning assembly, I gave a little speech to the kids, and explained how the earthquake and tsunami drills would take place. I told them that sometime in the morning, Kelsey and I would go to their classrooms, and when we did, they would need to hide under their desks, covering their heads. (Think atomic bomb drills). For the tsunami drill, we would come by, inform them that there is a tsunami warning, and tell them to run for the hills.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We went from class to class. For Class 1-3, Kelsey read a storybook, then we played a game about three disasters--cyclones, tsunamis, and earthquakes. For the older kids, it was more technical, and for the students in Class 5-10, we discussed disability inclusion in disasters.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">BUT THE DRILLS. THE DRILLS!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">For the earthquake drills, Kelsey and I banged on the walls and the doors and shouted EARTHQUAKE, EARTHQUAKE. Class 1, 2, and 4 were very good. Class 5 had a lot of students who died when things fell on them. We were like, yu ded nao! Yu yu ded nao! Samting i kilim yu lo hed!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">For the tsunami drill, we just ran around saying, tsunami alert! Tsunami alert! and the kids ran for the hills. The headmaster was the only one who 'died'. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Vanuatu is an easy country to love. I think it is, anyway. In a lot of ways, I feel like this last year in Peace Corps is like a victory lap. I've found somewhere I love, somewhere I feel comfortable and happy and at peace, where there's just the right amount of challenge and then lots and lots of rewards to make up for it.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm thinking a lot about my future and about where I want to go from here. I am not going to stay in Vanuatu. Three and a half years is a long time to be away from my family, and I do think that the longer you stay in Vanuatu, the harder it is to leave. That means now, it's time to roll on out. It's June 6th today over here (happy birthday, Ben!) and I'm going to be leaving in approximately ... eight and a half months. <i style="font-weight: bold;">WHAT</i>. <b><i>HOW IS THIS EVEN HAPPENING.</i></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think if I'd closed my service and gone back home in December, I would have felt more conflicted about it. Having stayed on now an extra six months, with another eight to go, I feel really ready. It'll be sad to leave, but I think (or I hope) that I'll have a good sense of closure. It'll be time to head out and do something else. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Until then, time to enjoy myself, work hard, drink lots of kava, swim in the ocean, drink my weight in coconut water, and keep on going.</span></div>
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